Not ....

Saying you "loved" me, with that look in your eye,
I could say, it was a cold hearted lie,
I know that you care, in your own twisted way
But the rage inside you, slowly flared.
I admit I've made a mistakes
Which made me look fake,

Remember how it was, when we first started out?
We fell so hard ... so hard ...
At one point you'd notice, ONLY me in the room.
We both did things we can't undo,
Now it seems our relationship is headed for doom,
And not that long ago, I was EVERYTHING to you, Now your looking for other things to "do"

So why is it like this?
Why can't we even talk? and act like you don't care, All the while, our care for each other is still there.
I never meant to hurt you the first time, or cause you any pain,
I know neither of us want to go through this same old shit again.

I owe you so much, and I have so much to prove to you
And are left with all these wondering questions of why?
Why can't we get past the past?
You think if somebody hurts you its me ... that did it to you?
How could you think that of me....?

 I know you're looking for other things to "do",
You're sick of me, and want something new ...